The Front Passenger side Tier

The front passenger side tier keeps going flat and we have no money to fix it....so today Cory got up and it was way flat from the cold. so when he got to work it was even worse...He just called me and told me he has to replace it today, which is not good b/c that means he has to put it on the credit card. We already don't have much money and now we have to replace the tier. For thous of you who don't know...there is a nail in the tier and it can not be patched b/c of where it is at. Gay....I hate money, The whole world revolves around it and it is so gay. Stinking Money.

Me and Chantelle are just sitting here chillin. We are watching Barney and Friends. Well she was watching it...Now so she talking to herself...She is so cute. She makes me so Happy. I love my little love bug.

I have come to the conclusion hat I think Mom (my mom) should make a blog spot...Anyway, Mom, Make one.... Anyway, I am going to go now. I have to feed Chantelle some food. Bye for now.

birthday Party For Chantelle!!!

Okay so Chantelles birhday was lots off fun..except for the fact that she was a cranky bug for most of the day before her party. Oh well, What can ya do. Anyway, Here are some pictres of it. She had such a fun time making a mess of that cake.

My favorit picture ever.


She loved that cake.


Fun happy times.


She killed that cake for sure.

Chantelle's Birthday

Okay, so today my little love bug turns 1 year old. This makes me sad b/c before I know it, she will be talking back and telling me she hates me. I can totally wait for that. Her turning one really makes me want another baby. Cory says we can’t have one tell we are financially stable, but that could never happen. I guess I can wait but we are having one after she is potty drained. Anyway, for her birthday, (as most of you already know). We are having cake and ice cream and Grandma Bartlett’s house on Sunday, (the twelfth). We are not doing anything today b/c I have school.

Okay so I had to take Chantelle to the doctor today for her 12 month check up. Not fun for her. She had to get four shots, my poor baby girl. 4 shots on her birthday, what kind of world is this. It’s okay though, she won’t remember it. Anyway, the doctor said I have to get her off bottles b/c it is bad for her teeth. This is going to be hard b/c she goes to bed with one. I am thinking I should start today, but I really don’t want to do that to her on her birthday. I would just feel so bad. Anyway, I made myself some lunch and it getting cold b/c I’m writing this, so I am going to go. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHATELLE!!

How school is

So I am having fun going to school. It gets me out of the house and makes me feel like I am not wasting my life by working at Wal-mart. It’s funny, Cory always says, I don’t want you to go to school. He used to say that about me going to work to, but with work every time he would say that I would tell try and make up an excuse not to go. With school I say, “Well honey I’m sorry, but I have to go to school, and I want to.” I love wanting to do something.
So I am having a little trouble with Anatomy. It’s a tough class and it’s hard for me to get everything at once. I just have to work a little harder than everyone else in class, which is fine. It won’t kill me to work a little harder to make it to my goal.
I am taking this success class and it is helping me to feel better about myself and to know that I can do anything if I just put my mined in the right setting. So that’s what I am doing. I am telling myself I can do it and that I will not fail and for some reason that is making everything else (anatomy) not seem so hard. That was my goal. Oh they also have this program where if I need a tutor I got one for free. I may just use that to my advantage. Its nice that they have that for us.
I really can’t wait for the hands on stuff. I have this other class where you go into the clinic/lab (that’s where all the tables are) and we do a meditating thing to get us in the right mind frame. It is freaking sweet and I love it. It helps me sleep at night. I am thinking of trying it on Cory to make him less stressed and help him sleep better.
Olay, So Cory is stressing me out about money and its making me think about dropping school and being miserable for the rest of my life. He tells me he won’t let me drop out and that he will just have to get a second job. He doesn’t really need to get a second job; we just both need to be careful on spending money for the next year, Only the essentials. Anyway, that’s it for now. I have to feed Chantelle. By the way, She is almost ONE...Freaking crazy, My baby is a toddler now. It goes by way to fast.

School

So I decided that working for Wal-Mart was not making me happy. I was depressed all the time and hated my life. I was struggling with being happy. Cory and I sat down to deicide other things I could do to be happy. We both decided that my quitting Wal-Mart was the best thing for me. So I quit and he said, “Okay, time to decide what you are going to do now.” So I thought and pondered that thought for about a day. They I said, “You know what I don’t want to work in retell for the react of my life.” And I did something about it. I looked up schools and sent in information letting them know that I was interested in going to school with them to studied Massage Thereby. The first school to call me was Eagle Gate Collage. The lady and I talked for about 45 minutes and she was so enthusiastic and nice. She asked me questions and answered mine as well. The next school to call me was Utah College of Massage Therapy. This man did not seem enthusiastic at all and he seemed like he was just trying to dog on the other school that I was interested in. So I went with Eagle Gate. I went and took a tour, Talked about finances and grants. We wanted to see if we qualified for on at all. Sure enough we do qualify. So I took the test to see if I could get in. You have to get a 130 to get in to the program. I got a 123…7 Questions under. So we scheduled me to come in the next day to take it again. Everyone thought I would pass but I didn’t think I would. So I went home and brushed up on math. Yesterday I went back to the school and took the test. I got a 134…..YaY, I passes I get to go to school. I start September 29th and I am way excited about it. I cannot wait to get my career and to make good money for myself and for my family. I know for sure that me going to school and doing what I want in the end is going to make me a lot happier. This is going to help me feel better about myself and I couldn’t ask for more.

The Twilight Saga

I am such a Twilighter its gay. I swear to you.. I am totally into these books though. It’s so nice to read something that I am so into. I am getting anxious for Saturday to get here…even though I might not get to read Breaking Dawn tell Sunday. I work all day Saturday. Anyway, I’m sure all my sisters think I am so gay for being so upsets with Stephanie Meyer and The Twilight Saga. Don’t make fun of me for something I love you meanie buts. I can’t wait tell the movie’s to come out so I can add them to my DVD collection. Cory has no say in it at all….And he already knows that he is going to be dragged to the movies with me. YaY….Anyway, Yep….I love the books…that’s all I Have to say.

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Okay, so I know it has been a wail but I am here and writing now. So a lot has happened. I am working at Wal-Mart again…Yay…Not. My little nephew baby Colton Was sent to the hospital…but I’m sure you all know that by now. He is home. My Dad however, not so good. He went to the hospital again and had to have something put in him to help him…I don’t really get it. Anyway I went and saw him yesterday and he can’t even sit down without is heart feeling like it is going to explode. He has to stand in order for is heart to now go crazy. He looks like he is in pain (because he is) and it hurts me. I just want him to get better. I am scared he is not going to live much longer, the way his heart wants to give up and all. I am worried.

Chantelle is crazy, as always. She crawls everywhere, and pulls my DVDs off the shelf all the time. She talks really lowed and pinches really hard. She had her nine month checkup and the doctor said I need to start feeding her more soled food b/c the formula is not going to fill her up much longer. I know she is right but I really am just scared that my baby will chock. I need to get past that and feed her more of the stuff that we eat…the problem with that is she hates everything. All she wants is carrots. I can’t get her to eat anything we like. It’s frustrating as hell. I’m always saying to her, “you need to eat this baby, it’s good for you.” She doesn’t get it. (How could she, she’s a baby.) She is cute and getting big. I love my little blue eyed red head.
So Cory and I went out to dinner last night at this place called Happy Soma…I really liked it…but

Cory was not to impressed. Looks like we wont be going there again. Oh well. We went with Cory’s friend Mike…He just got home from Iraq…and to my surprise, he did not drive me crazy, he drove Cory crazy. Cory told me that mike was bugging him and that mike is never going to grow up and that he can see him becoming an alcoholic. Sad, I hope that doesn’t happen. Anyway. I am off now. So there I posted a new blog…now stop making fun of me about the whole mate nets guy thing.