Monday, October 6, 2008

How school is

So I am having fun going to school. It gets me out of the house and makes me feel like I am not wasting my life by working at Wal-mart. It’s funny, Cory always says, I don’t want you to go to school. He used to say that about me going to work to, but with work every time he would say that I would tell try and make up an excuse not to go. With school I say, “Well honey I’m sorry, but I have to go to school, and I want to.” I love wanting to do something.
So I am having a little trouble with Anatomy. It’s a tough class and it’s hard for me to get everything at once. I just have to work a little harder than everyone else in class, which is fine. It won’t kill me to work a little harder to make it to my goal.
I am taking this success class and it is helping me to feel better about myself and to know that I can do anything if I just put my mined in the right setting. So that’s what I am doing. I am telling myself I can do it and that I will not fail and for some reason that is making everything else (anatomy) not seem so hard. That was my goal. Oh they also have this program where if I need a tutor I got one for free. I may just use that to my advantage. Its nice that they have that for us.
I really can’t wait for the hands on stuff. I have this other class where you go into the clinic/lab (that’s where all the tables are) and we do a meditating thing to get us in the right mind frame. It is freaking sweet and I love it. It helps me sleep at night. I am thinking of trying it on Cory to make him less stressed and help him sleep better.
Olay, So Cory is stressing me out about money and its making me think about dropping school and being miserable for the rest of my life. He tells me he won’t let me drop out and that he will just have to get a second job. He doesn’t really need to get a second job; we just both need to be careful on spending money for the next year, Only the essentials. Anyway, that’s it for now. I have to feed Chantelle. By the way, She is almost ONE...Freaking crazy, My baby is a toddler now. It goes by way to fast.

1 comment:

Karilynn said...

I'm glad you are learning that you are amazing and can accomplish ANYTHING you put your mind to! You rock... can't wait to get some kick-A massages!
LOVE YOU!