The Bottle Snatcher

And so it begins. I told myself this summer I was gonna get Chantelle off of bottles all together. So far it has had its ups and downs. I stared yesterday when I went to put her down for her nap. She was not a happy little girl. She cried for about 1 hour tells she finally fell asleep with a straw cup instead of a bottle. She only slept for about an hour. She seemed to be happy for the rest of the day as far as Cory told me. Anyway, Then around 10ish when it was time to put her to bed she did well. She laid down with her cup and just played in the crib for about 1 hour until she went to bed. She slept through the night and then at 8am today she woke up. I changed her gave her more milk in a cup and she freaked out. She threw the cup out of her crib and stated throwing a big fit. I said to her in a nice calm voice that I could not do anything for her and then I gave her back her cup. Then I told her I was sorry. She usually sleeps tell about 10 and if she wakes up earlier than that in a bad mood I do not get her out of bed. She didn’t cry for very long and now she is quit. Not sure she is asleep but I think she is getting the idea that she cannot have bottles anymore. I am gonna pack them all up in a box today and hide them away. I told Cory that he may not give her a bottle at all. So I must hide them from him as well. He is a push over. I am very motivated to do this. First we get rid of the bottles and then we get her a bed. One step at a time. Its gonna be a long and bumpy road but in the end it will be okay. I am one hundred % sure that she will live through this and so will I. I am determined to not have a child on bottles at all next time. Wish me luck everyone.

Where Have I Been…Such a Slacker.

Okay, so I know what you’re thinking…why does this woman have a blog at all? I’ve been slacking like crazy with writing every day…and every month for that matter. Well I thought it might be a good idea to start writing in my blog again. That’s what it’s there for right. Well first things first I guess.

Cory is working for the Army still and making good money, He still however bitches about how freakin board he is and how much he hates his job. It pays well so he can’t quit. He just need to get off his ass and find something to do to keep him from being on his ass all day…The only thing he every does is play World of Fag craft. He keeps bitching about his wait and how he is lazy and just sits on his ass all day at work. What doesn’t make sense to me is that he bitches about that, and then he comes one and just sits on his ass someone staring at the freaking computer for the rest of the day. Granted I am not here half the time when he is playing, but come on…Stop bitching about your weight. Get off your butt and work out rather than sit on it and watch your characters run around. That’s why he is gaining weight anyway. Whatever, I freakin hate that danm game and I wish he would just get off the computer and spend some time with Chantelle wail she still can. Pretty soon he is gonna turn around and realized that he missed a whole hell of a lot of her life. I hate bitching about him playing that game but hey, that’s all he ever freakin does for hell sake. Why can’t he just give it up already? For shit…he sits and complains about the game and says he hates it and wants to stop playing it, but does he…no. Anyway enough about my boring husband.

Chantelle is good; she is becoming more and more like a 2 year old. Never listens and gets into everything. If she doesn’t get what she wants to trough’s a fit. She is still cute even though she is a brat sometimes. She will grow out of the brat thing…maybe, some day. Anyway, still doesn’t say as many worlds as I would like her to. I don’t know, maybe that’s my fault. I bet if I would have read to her more when she was a baby and more not then she might use more worlds. I can’t for the life of me get her to say please. Yay, that’s the one word I told myself she would know and use all the time, but she doesn’t. I don’t know maybe someday. Anyway, she is getting bigger every day and more beautiful. She gets that form her dad. Maybe a little form me but who knows. She got her first hair cute last month. Not much of a different but her bangs aren’t in her face anymore. Anyway, she has her good and bad moments. What child doesn’t?

I am okay, Just living life, still not working. I’m still going to school and it seems to be getting harder every term. I’m sure that is how it is suppose to be. Anyway, I hope that I will pass this term. I guess all I need is a little more confidence. If you can’t tell all ready I am in a bad mood at the moment. I came home and Cory was and is in a bitchy mood and that put me in one. Now he is looking at me trying to suck up, For real, we all know what he really wants. Anyway, School is good…just hard. Still going strong though. I am in the middle of my 3rd term. 3 more terms to go and then I am done. Yay, I really hate that I have school all summer long with no brakes. Cory is going to be board all summer and I am the one who gets to hear him bitch about it all year. Anyway, my 5 year reunion is coming up, Weird, I am almost 24. I am getting older..It happens to everyone. I guess I’m not too old.

Props on karilynn and Vicki for doing so freakin good on the weight loss program. You girls kick ass. Keep going strong.