Waking up Confused

Okay so every now and then I wake up in the middle of the night all confused I get out of bed and look around like I am looking for someone. Its kinda weird b/c Everyone who should be home is home. Its like I am looking for a ghost or something. Someone who isn't there. Someone who is missing. "Is someone telling me something?" That question always seems to come up when I wake up in the morning. Its like We are missing a part of our family or something. Maybe someone is missing. Maybe We are not done having baby's or something. I don't know, but its kinda weird. Anyway, Waking up during the middle of the night is kinda getting old. Oh well, what can yeah do. What do you guys think about it. Is God telling me that my family is not complete? Blah..to much thinking this early in the morning.

So yeah..Is 8:30 and I am so tired. I really should get out of bed and get ready for the day. I was thinking about taking a walk..maybe getting a hair cut. Blah...So tired and now Chantelle is waking up. Guess I wont be going back to bed. It looks like its going to be a nice day.

Oh my heck...I am so excited about going to Twilight on Thursday and so Excited to go to Vegas...Yay, I want it to be Thursday already. Anyway, I think maybe its time to get out of bed and shower. I guess that's all for now. I can't think of anything to write and I don't want to write on about nothing. Bye...