In Memory Of Jason Brown

In Memory of Jason Brown, I can not say in words how much it hurts my heart to know that he is gone and to know that i missed my only chance to see him again this last December. God bless his family and his new wife Baily. Jason will be very much missed by all the people who's life's he

touched. I will miss you so much

Jason Brown was tragically killed in a motor accident on the morning of March 2nd,2010. He was 25 years old; too young to leave us. He and his beautiful new wife lived in a nice home they bought in Arizona. Our thoughts and prayers go out to comfort his family. Please go to his blog and leave a comment or memory you have o...f him. Also please pass this on to anyone who knew him. Thankshttp://rememberjasonbrown.blogspot.com/See More
Remember Jason Brown

I'm Done With School

So, had for little miss me right now…I finish Massage school and I graduate on the 20th of November and you all better be there for me or I will be sad. I am still living in West valley with the family. Cory is still working or the Army and I got a part, part time job in the office at my apartment complex for a little bit. I do have a second hands on interview in Park city on Monday, Yay, Exciting. I am so happy I am done with school. Its freaking nuts that I am done. I feel like I just started 3 months ago, and here I am, all done. Yippy Skippy, I am finished….Don’t really know what else to say except that Chantelle is getting big and becoming more and more like a 2 year old. Man, cans that girly throw a fit. I just have to keep telling myself that it is just a faze….she will grow out of it….right? Anyway, that’s all for now…bye

I really need to get on more

Well Hello to all who read my blog...For starters...I am almost done with school. I graduate November 20 in Murry, If you want to know more then let me know. I am getting way excited and nerves at the same time. I do have a small dilemma though, I have to pay my school $500 before I can get my diploma...I am making progress with that though, I think I'll have it payed off before I graduate. Lets hope and pray anyway. So my 24Th birthday is coming up which is way crazy, I can't believe how fast this year went by. So people, don't forget to give me a birthday should out, (October 21).So Yep that's whats going on with me personally, Now on to the family.

Chantelle is doing really well...She will be 2 October 8Th which is freakin crazy, I can't believe she is already 2. Anyway, She totally acts 2, She likes to through her whole body on the ground and stretch out her body and lift her legs and arms up and stretch out like a seal when she doesn't get her way. No for real, she looks like a seal when she does it. She has discovered that all her toys go in the sink now... We still have yet for her to put anything except her hands in the toilet...but we know she is thinking about it. I still have yet to get her to put her toys away, That's gonna take time for sure. She is still in the crib, we tried the bed thing for like a day and a half...It didn't work. I told Cory we will try again when she is 2 and a half. She just kept getting out of her bed and playing with her toys. She has a mind of her own for sure. She also loves to put her mark on everything. For example. We went to Bear Lake over labor-day weekend and I kept trying to build weird things in the sand and there she was to destroy it. One day we went down to the beach and there was a sand casual built a little ways down. It took her a wail to notice that it was there...When she did, She walked up to it, looked at it and then turned around and walked back....An hour or so later she walked up to it again (with a shovel) Looked at it and then turned around and started to walk back...Oh it doesn't end there people, Instead of walking all the way back..She turned around and walked up to it and started to destroyed it with her shovel....It was the funniest thing ever. You totally had to be there. Cherly (my mother in law) her sister and I just started laughing like crazy. She is for sure a character and we love her that way. Anyway, we are having a party for her on the 10Th of October. Its bring your own meat and something potluck at my parents house around 6pm...If you can make it, let me know. We love that little monster.

Cory is fine, Still bored of his job, What can ya do. He started doing this Primarica thing, but as I thought, He gave up on that. He also stopped playing wow, for a little wail, He said he wasn't going to play anymore, And about 2 weeks after he quit...He was back on it again. I hate that game. We seem to be doing a little better relationship wise. Money is an ongoing problem for us...Who doesn't have that problem right now. Anyway, He is good...

That's all for know I guess....Hopefully I can get on and do these more often, I am such a slacker.

Slacker writes again

Okay so whats up in my life, I am still going to school, but i am almost done, YAY... So last month Cory and I had a little bit of a separation. I am back home but We are still having our ups and downs. Cory is weird. He has his days when he is really happy and a sweet to me, and then, he has his days when he can be a big A whole. Its hard to live with his mood swings. Has of today, We are fine...but then again I did have company over. Chantelle is doing fine. Crazy as ever. Cory doesn't want to give here naps anymore. He says she goes to bed to late at night. Has the no nap thing kicked in yet? No, it has not. I really need to work on hers and my sleeping schedule. Its all out of wack. So anyway, mine and Cory's 3 year anniversary is coming up. Freakin crazy that we have been married 3 years almost. It doesn't seem that long to me. It only seems like a year. Anyway, we have had out ups, and we have had out downs. What couple doesn't right? Chantelle is almost 2 years old now and I will be 24 here soon myself. Life is just flying by for our family. Anyway, I can't really think of anything else to write other then I am the biggest slacker when it comes to my blog...I really need to get on the ball with this. Talk at ya all later.

And So On...

Okay so The bottle thing is well. Chantelle is off them completely. I am so glad that is over and done with, now i just need to get her into a bed. Eh...No, No, No. She is still in her brat stage, i swear that will never go away. Anyway, She is getting so big and she is becoming a bigger drama queen then i could imagine. Oh well, that's what happens when you have girls.

School is good. This week is finals week. My 3rd term will be over on Thursdays. I got back to school the fallowing Wednesday, yay, yay, yay, more fun hard classes. It will be okay. I am loving in and am so glad that this term is over.

Shout out to My biggest loser sister Kari. Thank you so much for all your help this week. I love you so freakin much. You are always there for me. Thank heavens that i have a sister like you. Love, Love, Love you.

The Bottle Snatcher

And so it begins. I told myself this summer I was gonna get Chantelle off of bottles all together. So far it has had its ups and downs. I stared yesterday when I went to put her down for her nap. She was not a happy little girl. She cried for about 1 hour tells she finally fell asleep with a straw cup instead of a bottle. She only slept for about an hour. She seemed to be happy for the rest of the day as far as Cory told me. Anyway, Then around 10ish when it was time to put her to bed she did well. She laid down with her cup and just played in the crib for about 1 hour until she went to bed. She slept through the night and then at 8am today she woke up. I changed her gave her more milk in a cup and she freaked out. She threw the cup out of her crib and stated throwing a big fit. I said to her in a nice calm voice that I could not do anything for her and then I gave her back her cup. Then I told her I was sorry. She usually sleeps tell about 10 and if she wakes up earlier than that in a bad mood I do not get her out of bed. She didn’t cry for very long and now she is quit. Not sure she is asleep but I think she is getting the idea that she cannot have bottles anymore. I am gonna pack them all up in a box today and hide them away. I told Cory that he may not give her a bottle at all. So I must hide them from him as well. He is a push over. I am very motivated to do this. First we get rid of the bottles and then we get her a bed. One step at a time. Its gonna be a long and bumpy road but in the end it will be okay. I am one hundred % sure that she will live through this and so will I. I am determined to not have a child on bottles at all next time. Wish me luck everyone.

Where Have I Been…Such a Slacker.

Okay, so I know what you’re thinking…why does this woman have a blog at all? I’ve been slacking like crazy with writing every day…and every month for that matter. Well I thought it might be a good idea to start writing in my blog again. That’s what it’s there for right. Well first things first I guess.

Cory is working for the Army still and making good money, He still however bitches about how freakin board he is and how much he hates his job. It pays well so he can’t quit. He just need to get off his ass and find something to do to keep him from being on his ass all day…The only thing he every does is play World of Fag craft. He keeps bitching about his wait and how he is lazy and just sits on his ass all day at work. What doesn’t make sense to me is that he bitches about that, and then he comes one and just sits on his ass someone staring at the freaking computer for the rest of the day. Granted I am not here half the time when he is playing, but come on…Stop bitching about your weight. Get off your butt and work out rather than sit on it and watch your characters run around. That’s why he is gaining weight anyway. Whatever, I freakin hate that danm game and I wish he would just get off the computer and spend some time with Chantelle wail she still can. Pretty soon he is gonna turn around and realized that he missed a whole hell of a lot of her life. I hate bitching about him playing that game but hey, that’s all he ever freakin does for hell sake. Why can’t he just give it up already? For shit…he sits and complains about the game and says he hates it and wants to stop playing it, but does he…no. Anyway enough about my boring husband.

Chantelle is good; she is becoming more and more like a 2 year old. Never listens and gets into everything. If she doesn’t get what she wants to trough’s a fit. She is still cute even though she is a brat sometimes. She will grow out of the brat thing…maybe, some day. Anyway, still doesn’t say as many worlds as I would like her to. I don’t know, maybe that’s my fault. I bet if I would have read to her more when she was a baby and more not then she might use more worlds. I can’t for the life of me get her to say please. Yay, that’s the one word I told myself she would know and use all the time, but she doesn’t. I don’t know maybe someday. Anyway, she is getting bigger every day and more beautiful. She gets that form her dad. Maybe a little form me but who knows. She got her first hair cute last month. Not much of a different but her bangs aren’t in her face anymore. Anyway, she has her good and bad moments. What child doesn’t?

I am okay, Just living life, still not working. I’m still going to school and it seems to be getting harder every term. I’m sure that is how it is suppose to be. Anyway, I hope that I will pass this term. I guess all I need is a little more confidence. If you can’t tell all ready I am in a bad mood at the moment. I came home and Cory was and is in a bitchy mood and that put me in one. Now he is looking at me trying to suck up, For real, we all know what he really wants. Anyway, School is good…just hard. Still going strong though. I am in the middle of my 3rd term. 3 more terms to go and then I am done. Yay, I really hate that I have school all summer long with no brakes. Cory is going to be board all summer and I am the one who gets to hear him bitch about it all year. Anyway, my 5 year reunion is coming up, Weird, I am almost 24. I am getting older..It happens to everyone. I guess I’m not too old.

Props on karilynn and Vicki for doing so freakin good on the weight loss program. You girls kick ass. Keep going strong.